IT MAKES ME SO FRUSTRATED HOW I CANT CONTROL MY OWN FUCKING FEELINGS, THEYRE MINE WHY CANT I CONTROL THEM?!?!
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I have never craved your physical touch so intensely as I do in this exact moment.
Just a simple kiss at first, but I know the second I feel your lips meet mine all sense of control will disappear. I could have every inch of your body pressed against mine and I would still try to pull you closer.
I need you here now (via beyond-delirious)
I’ve always put your happiness before mine and maybe that’s why I’m sad. I’ve put everyone’s happiness before mine expecting someone to do the same and no one ever did.
(via im-sad-lets-have-sex)
Because that’s the thing about depression. When I feel it deeply, I don’t want to let it go. It becomes a comfort. I want to cloak myself under its heavy weight and breathe it into my lunges. I want to nurture it, grow it, cultivate it. It’s mine. I want to check out with it, drift asleep wrapped in its arms and not wake up for a long, long time.
Stephanie Perkins, Lola and the Boy Next Door (via larmoyante)
How do I say I miss you in a way that will make your heart ache as mine does?
(via im-sad-lets-have-sex)
I wonder if my parents see the pain in my eyes and choose to ignore it
thoughts that shouldn’t hit me mid-day (via thatvroks )
I found out recently that mine ignored it
Im sorry I always mess things up. It’s never your fault it’s always mine because all I ever do is mess up every decent relationship. I wouldn’t blame you if you left me. I don’t deserve to be loved. I always hurt the people who care about me.
TODAY IN CLASS THIS CHICK WAS PASSING OUT A PACKET AND SHE JUST THREW MINE AT ME AND I SAID “Yo don’t fuckin throw that shit at me like I’m a stripper.” AND EVERYONE AROUND ME JUST STARED AT ME AND I REALIZED THAT ITS BC THATS THE FIRST THING IVE SAID IN CLASS SINCE I CAME TO THIS SCHOOL AND JFC
WHY AM I CONSTANTLY LONELY
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